September 25, 2009

  • 92 days

    Been thinking a lot about the recent events that have culminated and if the choices I made in those situations were the right ones. One recent event  between a good friend and myself went south really fast. I didnt mean to tell her we should not talk any longer, but whats done is done. I honestly don't feel like we are compatible around each other anymore. Every time we have a conversation, it was like talking to a brick wall. I only wish we could go back to the days when we could talk about anything but that's never going to happen. Best thing to do now is to go our own seperate ways and let things happen from there.

    I've been running into alot of old aquaintances recently, some im cool with and some i just don't really feel like talking to. Tuesday I ran into a friend of my ex friend at the kogi taco truck , I really had nothing to say to her and she probably didn't recognize me anyway. Last time she saw me I had long hair. Anyway I told my friend Angie that I was craving some kogi bbq and I was planning to hit that up after work so we decided to meet up there when we got out of the office. I got there first since I was hungry and was being a speed demon. I got there  and seeing how there was no line I put in an order and didn't even look at anyone in the crowd waiting for their food. I walked back to my car to grab my jacket and when I looked back, she was standing there with her ear to her phone. I didn't make eye contact, I had no intent on speaking to her anyway. Angie finally came , we pigged out and talked about where we were going to surf this weekend.

    Wednesday I met up with some friends at Disney for a few hours, while I was heading to meet with them, I ran into one of my ex girlfriends.. still kind of awkward. That would be ex girlfriend number 4 I've ran into at disneyland.

    There's a lot more going on but I'll save that for another time.

    92 days left.